Steve: What dress?

Sommer: It’s the flower one.

Steve: Is it the pink flower one? I like that one.

Sommer: Yeah. Me too! You like it? Me too. I will wear it, okay?

Steve: But…

Sommer: No but’s. Steven, do you still remember me from the park?

Steve: Yeah. I’m gonna give the phone to Mai okay? Okay. She don’t want to talk.

Sommer: Okay Steven. You still remember me. But I don’t remember you. You don’t know my house. It’s so far. You can’t found it. <— LOL. My mommy and my daddy and my grandma and grandma and June go um….go kill chickens. 

Steve: You know where my mom and daddy go? Lawm mus ua teb lawm. 

Sommer: Why you speak Hmong? 

Steve: Kuv muab lub phone rua Npauj lawm os!

Mangg, I feel better today! And I’m looking forward to what’s going to piss me off today… Hahaha. Sike! I’m actually hoping for a good day but the sad thing is that I don’t have a car today and my phone battery is dead so I’m basically stuck here at home doing nothing. I guess it’s a good thing being alone for awhile anyways, eh? Lols. Well, hopefully this will be a good day at least. (: Have a good one, everyone! Cheer up! :DD

Calloused and bruised
dazed and confused 
My Spirit is left wanting something more 
Than my selfish hopes
and my selfish dreams 
I’m lying with my face down to the floor 
I’m crying out for more (crying out for more)

Chorus: 
Give me Words to speak 
Don’t let my Spirit sleep 
Cause I can’t think of anything worth saying 
But I know that I owe You my life 
So give me Words to speak 
Don’t let my Spirit sleep 

Every night, every day
I find that I have nothing left to say 
So I stand here in silence awaiting Your guidance 
I’m wanting only Your voice to be heard 
Let them be Your Words 
Let them be Your words

(chorus)

I just don’t understand this life that I’ve been living
I just don’t understand (x2) 
I just don’t understand these lies I’ve been believing 
I just don’t understand (x2)

(chorus x2)

I know that I owe you my life
Owe my life
Owe my life
(x2)

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/give_me_words_to_speak_lyrics_aaron_shust.html
All about Aaron Shust: http://www.musictory.com/music/Aaron+Shust

I feel like one of those stupid girls. Everything feels like its falling apart. Why? I feel like nothing is going right for me and everything is just an act. I’m so afraid that I’m falling behind in everything. Where is my faith? Where is my hope? I’m angry with myself right now and I wish I could spare my life for someone who deserves it more than me. I’m so ugly on the inside.. /sigh. Me. Oh why me. 

Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray.

I wish I was more of those type of people who can just easily brush that annoying stuff off my shoulder. BUT DANG, I am human too! If you annoy me to my core then I will say something. I’m done being so nice. Seriously. Like I know I need to be more patient and stop getting so easily irritated BUT dang…it’s just too much to take in all at once. I don’t mind having fun joking around and being all goofy but when you people take it to a different level where NOTHING gets done, I’m irritated. Okay. Let’s face it. I’m a hypocrite because I tend to slow us down sometimes because I mess around too much too…but real talk, I get my stuff done, right? Well, I guess if I say it like that then I’m saying too much and just making myself sound like an arrogant person. Whatever. Point is, be serious when you need to and joke when you can. -.- Just know.. Like…./sigh. If everyone’s mood is like down already, just try to let the moment go by. Wait till we cool off. Or I guess I’m speaking for myself tonight… Ugh. whateverr. But dang mang. >.<” What’s up with me? I’m just PISSED off. I snapped when we were coming back because people wanna act like they never squeezed in the car before. -.-” It just totally adds up the annoyance to my day! I just wanna cuss at every little thing that irritates me right now. I feel like going out of my way and yell at people. I’m frustrated, irritated, annoyed, sad, mad, so many mixed emotions. I don’t even freakin know why. >.> Well, I guess I do know why…but why can’t I just bare a little longer? Why can’t I just hold my cool? In times like this, we forget that God is our standing stone and we need to remember that He’s there. I know I need to keep that in mind because I totally lost it tonight. I just wanted to do whatever would make me feel better. I don’t blame anyone else but myself…for not having enough self-control. But dang, why does it feel like I just wanna cast away for awhile. I feel like……what’s the point of doing things if we can’t do them right and still have fun? /sigh. Tsis paub li lawm os. What I say, someone may disagree or agree. Whatever your opinion is, just keep it to yourself if it is going to make me even more mad. Because right now, I’m not very happy. And whatever comes my way, I’ll bring it back your way if you make a tiny mistake. >.< Why am I talking like this? /sigh. Bad night. Horrible night. :( GOOD NIGHT!